Today, I look at the mirror & stare at myself for 15 mins in daze. I realise I have grown up alot in terms of physically & mentally in my 18 years of life. What I can say from a cute baby to a handsome teenager was quite fast cycle in life. My physical appearance from less hair to a hairy body & same goes for the intellectual & mentality increases as I grow older day by day.

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Sometimes when I think back When I was younger ,I envy older people coz they got money , they got freedom they got everything but I was wrong when I grew older a bit I began to understand being older is very hard & difficult compared to younger people in the community, being old is stressful, pressuring, alot of responsibility to handle like what our parents are doing now for example.

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Sometimes I wonder for myself , becoming young or old is better ?, each option have the advantages & the disadvantages. I still can recall when my friend's younger brother say" I wish I am old so I can taste paradise as what older people are doing now", where else I heard from my dad " Wish I am young again, no heavy responsiblity at all just enjoyment" hhaaha, quite true but back to the reality check once grow old you just got to continue what are you doing.

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You can't be peterpan lo, so don't dream what I can say is take thing step by step, enjoy life to the fullest, if you are young enjoy your life to the fullest before you grow old, & for the old it's ok to be young at heart but it's not ok if you think you are young unless you are "orang tuer terbiat". Ok got to go will update again if I got time.